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Papa's Dojo
STALKER

You...Don't give up...
You're my stalker...Leave me be...

I know I should not pretend that I like you
When you just suffocate me
A lack of O² is killing me. I'd kill you
If I could

You, don't give up
You're my stalker, leave me be
You, number one,
You're my stalker, feed on me

And just when I think you're gone, there you are
To rape me and try on my clothes
I fear for me sometimes
Let me go

Yeah!
You, don't give up
You're my stalker, leave me be
You, number one,
You're my stalker, feed on me

You want me inside you
Swallow me down
I'm static
You're clinging
You're my klingon

You, don't give up
You're my stalker, leave me be
You, number one,
You're my stalker, feed on me

You, don't give up
You're my stalker, leave me be
You, number one,
You're my stalker, feed on me
You....




ONE SMALL CHOICE

Sometimes I wonder how it all would be
If only one thing happened differently
And time will tell what will become of us
One small choice...just one small choice

And what if I had never decided this?
Would I be here? Or be gone?
And all I've ever wanted is just to see how it would be
One small choice

Sometimes I wonder what it's like to fly
So easy, one small choice could end my life
I'd take the second chance to make things right
One small choice...just one small choice is all it takes

And what if I had never decided this?
Would I be here? Or be gone?
And all I've ever wanted is just to see how it would be
One small choice

Need it, feed it
Can't re-seed it, why?
Need it, feed it
Can't re-seed it, why?
Need it, feed it
Can't re-seed it, why?
Need it, feed it
Can't re-seed it, why?

And what if I had never decided this?
Would I be here? Or be gone!?

And all I've ever wanted is just to see how it would be
One small choice....


LOOKING DOWN



I'm...looking...down...now...
I'm...looking...down...now...
I'm...looking...down

Shadows touch the top of the trees
Who we are we've never known
Maybe we were meant for something better
Than what we could see...could see....
Could we be the best?

We'll stand on top of the world, looking down
We'll stand on top of the world, looking down

Falling into one more dream
Doubt will only bring you down
But it seems as though our shadows know
Just what we'll become...become
Could we be the best?

We'll stand on top of the world, looking down
We'll stand on top of the world, looking down

We'll stand on top of the world, looking....down
We'll stand on top of the world.....

We'll stand on top of the world, looking down
We'll stand on top of the world, looking down




SWEET FRUSTRATION

I feel I'm walking through this, my life, paralyzed
But this sweet frustration keeps me alive
It seems like....

I have died a thousand days just to feel this quicksand
Every moment is embraced by this sweet frustration

Pain, from throwing my insides out, only to
Decompose right in front of my eyes
It seems like...

I have died a thousand days just to feel this quicksand
Every moment is embraced by this sweet frustration

And someday
my sweet frustrations will bloom
And someday
my sweet frustrations will bloom

I have died a thousand days for this sweet frustration



BACK AND FORTH

Today
I hear my anger
It's screaming at me
Your words
Attack my senses
And make me scream

Looking back and forth at you
Should I, should I waste my time now?
Looking back and forth at you
Should I, should I pay no mind now?

Today
Inside my eyes
I'm clinching my fists
My hate
Burns inside of me
Inhuman thoughts cloud my mind

Looking back and forth at you
Should I, should I waste my time now?
Looking back and forth at you
Should I, should I pay no mind now?

What did I ever do
to deserve this from you?
When will this fade out?
And when you eat your words
Will you still never learn?
Don't let words get around

Looking back and forth at you
Should I, should I waste my time now?
Looking back and forth at you
Should I, should I pay no mind now?


Numb

You feed to know
Just how she feels inside
You grip her throat
She begins to cry
When you tear
She will bleed more
You don't care
That she's screaming

She was infected
When will her pain go numb?
She was infected
When will her pain go numb?

It hurts to know
It hurts to know inside
It won't go
The pain will never die
When she sleeps
She will feel you
As she sleeps
She will see you

She was infected
When will her pain go numb?
She was infected
When will her pain go numb?

You don't seem to listen to screams
So why don't you listen to me?
No is all no will ever mean

She was infected
When will her pain go numb?
She was infected
When will her pain go numb?



ONLY HUMAN


This could be unsung before
I reach that hell
You trust in me
I'll trust in you
But remember, I'm only human

Before you lose your faith in me
Before you doubt
Before you lose your faith in me
Please hear me out

Two seconds or a lifetime
Do they compare?
I've lost nothing to "before"
But remember, I'm only human

Before you lose your faith in me
Before you doubt
Before you lose your faith in me
Please hear me out

You really think I would waste my time?
Am I impure?

Before you lose your faith in me
Before you doubt
Before you lose your faith in me
Please hear me out



REMEDY

Hey, can I borrow your faith?
I think mine's been misplaced
You found another addiction
And now you think you're saved

And I don't want to hear what they are feeding to me
And I can't swallow what they are screaming to me
And I don't want to see where life is leading me
And I can't believe it

There is zero-fact in what you say
Following beliefs of yesterday
I don't need the answer
And I don't need your remedy

You feed me beliefs
But I see an empty plate
I say your remedy's guilt
For living everyday

And I don't want to hear what they are feeding to me
And I can't swallow what they are screaming to me
And I don't want to know what fate is holding for me
And I can't believe it

There is zero-fact in what you say
Following beliefs of yesterday
I don't need the answer
And I don't need your remedy

There is zero-fact in what you say
Following beliefs of yesterday
I don't need the answer
And I don't need your remedy



I CAN'T BREATH

You....want to feel me...
Can't defeat me...At your game...
You buy and sell me
Try to rape me of my name

And I want you to once invert the wrong
Cause I can't breathe
And I want you
To once admit I'm right

You...come with something...
But it's nothing... that I need...
You violate me, want to break me
to breathe

And I want you to once invert the wrong
Cause I can't breathe
And I want you
To once admit I'm right

You point your finger
I'll play that game with you, with you
I just can't believe things we say

And I want you to once invert the wrong
Cause I can't breathe
And I want you
To once admit I'm right
And I want you...



WHEN I DROWN



We don't need to let the sand
fall through our hands
Why do you disregard my life?

I rise up when I drown
The water is thicker
I rise up when I drown
And swim to the surface
I...

Thinking of you brings me down
How could you pull the plug
And replace me with someone else?

I rise up when I drown
The water is thicker
I rise up when I drown
And swim to the surface

Have you ever wondered about me?
Did you lose your feelings?
Or forget what my name is?
Did you lose your feelings?
Have you ever wondered?
Well, have you?

I rise up when I drown
The water is thicker
I rise up when I drown
And swim to the surface

I rise up when I drown
The water is thicker
I rise up...when I drown